I hate living but I don't want to die,
I hate saying hello but I can't say goodbye,
I hate the world but I don't want it to end,
I hate people but it's my sympathy I lend,
I hate freedom but I don't want to be chained,
I love the pain but I fear I am maimed.
The amount of times I've wanted to be yours,
Can't be counted even with the stars,
I've laid awake and watched you dance
With other girls not worth your glance
You'll never view me the same way,
Your laugh brings such euphoric feelings,
And your happy eyes that shine with such gleaming,
Your heavenly body that the gods envy,
That tempts my soul each time you see me
I can make you love, I know I can.
Just please don't say my heart is banned.
She loves him I ponder; he loves her back I fear.
Their sparks blind me while I cower near.
Her skin is glowing, her hair flowing,
All of my neurons are far much too knowing.
They ran away to the far depths of the blue,
Leaving me behind to wither and rue,
His face shining, his smile blinding,
All of my senses are all too finding.
And here I am, alone.
The sound of their voices flit past my ears,
Engulfing my heart as it swells up with tears,
They're gone forever, the dad and the son,
And now the void shall fill, thinking it's won.
The pain of their memories dance past my brain,
Wringing my hands, going insane,
They're gone forever, the dad and the son.
And now the void shall fill, knowing it's won.
The smell of their love skips past my nose,
Snorting the clouds and sighing, barely clothed,
They're gone forever, the dad and the son.
And now the void shall fill, forgetting it's won.
The hole in my heart will forever be there,
Growing with years with no one to care,
My son and h
I hate living but I don't want to die,
I hate saying hello but I can't say goodbye,
I hate the world but I don't want it to end,
I hate people but it's my sympathy I lend,
I hate freedom but I don't want to be chained,
I love the pain but I fear I am maimed.
The amount of times I've wanted to be yours,
Can't be counted even with the stars,
I've laid awake and watched you dance
With other girls not worth your glance
You'll never view me the same way,
Your laugh brings such euphoric feelings,
And your happy eyes that shine with such gleaming,
Your heavenly body that the gods envy,
That tempts my soul each time you see me
I can make you love, I know I can.
Just please don't say my heart is banned.
She loves him I ponder; he loves her back I fear.
Their sparks blind me while I cower near.
Her skin is glowing, her hair flowing,
All of my neurons are far much too knowing.
They ran away to the far depths of the blue,
Leaving me behind to wither and rue,
His face shining, his smile blinding,
All of my senses are all too finding.
And here I am, alone.
I hate living but I don't want to die,
I hate saying hello but I can't say goodbye,
I hate the world but I don't want it to end,
I hate people but it's my sympathy I lend,
I hate freedom but I don't want to be chained,
I love the pain but I fear I am maimed.
Just a girl trying to draw, write and make imvu stuffs ♥ UPDATE! I'm gonna try to start drawing and whatnot :D so wish me luck on my mediocre journeys, I'll submit the semi-ugly :D Loves: Poetry, writing random stuff, random rhyming, imvu, eyes, and music notes Nickname: Phonez b/c I always have my headphones in :D Dislikes: Selfishness, conceitedness, boring colors, sleeping beauty, women that complain, when my pencil breaks :(
Favourite Movies
300, Star Wars, Troy, The SpongeBob Squarepants Movie
Favourite TV Shows
Nip/tuck, Spongebob, Batman, Pokemon
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Rusko, Sublime, The BeeGees, Rick James, Tiesto
Favourite Books
Series of Unfortunate Events
Favourite Writers
Anyone that's good♥
Favourite Games
Saints Row 3rd, Skyrim, Red Dead Redemption, Dj Hero
A - Aggressive
L - Lost
E - Empathetic
X - Xenophilic (gotta love me some british guys)
A - Amaaazing
N - Nearsighted!
D - Daydreaming!
R - Radiant?
A - Abstract :)